I really don't think that love is just a feeling, but also I don't believe that love isn't a feeling at all. I think that love is so powerful it is hard to define it. Love is so powerful I think that we have to stop trying to ex love out of the equation! Love is so amazing and it shouldn't be ex out of your feelings, or your relationship, or your interactions with other people.

Love is so magical and we should experience.

Stop trying to ex love out of the equation.

Have you ever felt like throwing in the towel? When was the last time you felt motivated to live life to the fullest? Does it feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders?

If you answered yes to any of these questions, you may have:

LOST YOUR WILL TO FIGHT!!!

BUT

There is hope! These last few months I have felt like I've wanted to give up. There have been times where I didn't want to get out of bed, I didn't want to clean my house, and there have even been times when I would cry myself to sleep. There was so much going on in my life, in my head, in my walk with God; I was unable to manage it all. Here I am someone with faith and I have gotten through so much with God's help, but even with all that experience I wanted to give up.

CHRIST LOVES YOU

LIFE IS WORTH LIVING

TROUBLE DOESN'T LAST

YOU'RE MORE THAN JUST YOUR HEART

THERE IS MORE TO YOU THAN JUST BEING IN LOVE AND HEARTACHE

YOU CAN MAKE IT

THERE IS HELP OUT THERE

All these things are true. I reached out for help! I prayed that God would help me. I talked to my close friends. I had conversations with my parents. I sought counsel from my pastor. I did those things because I couldn't give up, I couldn't let my problems win, and I refused to stop laughing.

There is hope, there is help, and there is healing. Ask Jesus for what you need. Look inside yourself for the faith that will help see you through.

I love you and Christ loves you more.

Jwriter

When you find someone that loves you and does for you without asking, they hold you up, they are there for you; hold on to them.

You're heart may be broken, but remember you're more than your heart!!! There is more to you than just being in love or heartache

I don't know who I'm speaking to, but you're a wonderful person and no matter what people say you will achieve and you will be happy! God loves you so much!

I'm learning that love is scary, but there is some love that is worth the risk! Worth the heartache and worth the fear: True love is sacrificial and powerful

But I have learned that fighting and believing is much better than quitting or giving up because it is hard! I will keep fighting and keep the faith. (Part 2)

There are times when running and hiding seems so much better than facing life and the burdens that come along! (Part 1)

Hey my faithful followers I hope everything is going well with you. I know you've probably noticed the small little post that are appearing in the JSpot lately and those come from my cell phone. The thing is I want to blog more and I wanted to blog on my phone, but I can't figure out how to get past the character limit lol. SO that's why you're getting the small tidbits or as my friend pointed out "blog tweets" LOL!

This is the thing: it is so amazing what cell phones can do now. I mean it is almost amazing how technology can almost prevent you from being apart of the social pariah or being socially isolated. I can check facebook, send so jazzy tweets, and now I can even send my blog post; although considerable smaller and without a title.

You can do almost anything with your phone and if you have an android phone you can really break the traditional barriers that were once the norm. Even play this game where you spell words with friends (and it isn't called Scrabble.

Technology is an amazing thing and now I have a chance to blog from my phone. I will figure out how to get past the character limit, but until then enjoy the "Tid Bits from the Blogging Cell Phone."

Part 2: accepting heartache or being in things that hurt us; doesn't make you strong it makes you delusional.

I think we are more delusional in the things we say we are capable of doing than we know! Some things like accepting heart...Part 1

Did you ever wonder if life was a mean old lady with chronic diarrhea and early onset dementia? Sometimes I feel that life is mean like that!

Society is now feeling no desire to be "trapped" by the "traditional social norm" called Marriage. But Marriage to me is the ultimate romance! Beautiful Love

Each and every time I dream that I fell in love with you the same way, my heart beats the same way, and each dimension we meet and love each other! WOW LOVE!

It's just amazing when you think that people care about you, but deep down they have a hidden agenda! They mask care and concern to hide their hidden agenda!

Yeah I wish I was an X-men, with the ability to manipulate time, telekensis, healing abilities, and super strength! I would be Tearstruck or Age

It never fails she (smiles) and it is beautiful. I (look) and I instantly begin to dream. I dream that I'm the one who is making her smile. That the (romance) I would bring her way would make her feel like a queen. I'm consumed and now I must make her (laugh).

She (laughs)

We are enjoying one another and spending quality time together. I've sent her flowers or I wrote a (poem) to her that represents the growing feelings I have. I try to capture the beauty that has captivated my heart in every word that flows from my pen. I'm aways (thinking) of her and how to make her happy.

She (loves)

And I'm (loving) her too. I'm in love and can't stop loving her with everything I have. My love is a gentle breeze that cools you on a hot summer's day; full of passion and gentle caresses that will make her head spin. I'm (faithful) and (committed) and enamored by the growing affection we have towards each other. This could be it, she could be the (one or the right now), and nothing will stop me.

BUT

then the laughter stops and the (arguments) begin. the communication is broken down and negativity never ends. we are not the same towards each other and only superficial, surface, yet sufficient (love making) holds the dying relationship together. it is (killing) me softly and draining the life from me. i try to run, but i'm afraid to deal with the (pain).

Rain (falls)

this is the pattern and it always begins with a (smile) and a (look).

no more smiles...

Don't let life rule over you and don't let life pass you buy! It is a true saying that life is short and wasting it will only cause you regret! Live Fully!

I keep promising myself that I will not love again. I convince myself that I'm not meant to be in a relationship and that I should stay by myself. I think about all the times I've been hurt, all the work I put in, romantic gestures, love offerings, and a portion of happiness that seems to only last a minute. I always say not to go back, especially if the break up was potentially painful, but no, I go back and I have lied to myself again; "I'm back in love again."

How can I never again love? How can I walk from the painful delusion of happiness? I'm not afraid to be alone, or to venture through life as a single man; truth is I've experienced less headache when it is just me and me alone. Never again shall I love, but here again I have lied.

Never Again To Love, I shout to the high heavens. Another woman will not hurt me or throw my love away. I won't waste time writing love letters, poems; I won't waste time sending text messages saying "I'm thinking of you" or "I love you", I won't send flowers randomly, or surprise you at your job for lunch; Never again will I sip from the cup of deceit that is romantic love, or taste the sweet nectar of a woman's lips. Never Again To Love right? No I fool myself, I have lied to myself, and I trot down the road for love.

Never again to love right?