So I have been enjoying the married life. Journal I promise you that being married to the love of my life has been so amazing. Here's the thing though the moments of sadness that randomly appear; I thought had something to do with me feeling alone, I'm thinking now that they would go away, but the sad moment came.
Journal they came at the wrong moment though at least I think. My wife and I were having romantic movie Tuesday watching an all time favorite, "As Good As It Gets," starring Jack Nickelson and Helen Hunt. As we were watching the movie I just got very sad and actually had to sneak in a few silent, but very loud tears. I can't really say why I was sad though, but it was so overwhelming.
Here I am journal holding my wife, hearing her heart beat, and watching a great movie, but I'm crying very loud quiet. I think some times the sadness I feel has nothing to do with me and other times I feel like I'm sad because there is just so much healing that is happening in my mind and heart. I can't say where the sadness comes form, but I do know that it feels amazing when I let the tears flow.
So what happens when you actually need to have moments of sadness?
So...
