So...

So my birthday is coming up and I will be a quarter of a century. Once again though journal I find myself not too enthusiastic about the birthday. Don't get me wrong journal I am so happy that I'm alive and I'm well, but the fanfare of the birthday doesn't excite me as it used to when I was younger.

Now a days on my birthday I just want to be enjoying the company of a beautiful companion and be involved in a stimulating conversation or a exciting date. Or I want to be reading a great novel or writing something.

This birthday I will be doing what I love the most and that's working and helping others. I mean journal birthdays have slowly dwindled for me. Like I'm very excited when I help a friend celebrate their birthday, but mine well not so much. I can't really pinpoint when this changed, because I used to be very excited about having something planned for my birthday. But honestly I'm just happy coming home and relaxing.

So I'm working and I love my job. Although it is very demanding I love every moment of it.

So in my last journal entry called So... I was talking about capturing someone's heart. I'm not very good at it and love always end with casulties for me, but this time I'm hoping for something different. Like I said the companionship is the most exciting for me and honest I'm very happy and enjoying every moment of it.

So...

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