Be careful who you talk to and what you talk to them about. Even if they appear to care or want to be helpful; they will probably distort the truth and throw you under the bus. They will more than likely cause more harm than good.

Don't let drama and foolishness get out of hand. Stamp it out before it turns into a forest fire. If it looks like drama, sounds like drama, and feels like drama; it will more than likely end up destroying things and those you care about.

Keep you enemies close and your friends even closer.

Don't be surprised when the ones that have caused issues with others will turn around and cause issues with you.

Remember when you point the finger, three are always pointing back at you.

Forgiveness is a powerful weapon and it breaks the chains of anger and bitterness.

Jesus Christ the Son of God will forgive you if you confess your sins and accept His gift of salvation.

Your words define you first and your actions define you for a lifetime.

Lies are poison that spread like wildfire and infects the hearts of those you wish to hold on to.

There are many things that I have been thinking about and I have been unable to put them down on paper. I've been unable to put them down online or whatever you call this writing utensil.

It is almost impossible for me to talk about what I have gone through these last few months; ups and definitely some downs. How I've been trying to get a grip on my spiritual walk and truly be committed to my relationship with God. Overcoming my fears and anxiety of taking my licensing exam, so that I can improve my career options and funds; this has been a huge challenge for me. Finally dealing with being temporarily unable to live comfortably in my own home. This and a multitude of other issues has brought me to this place of confusion and slight depressive feelings.

I'm not unhappy, but I'm confused and there are a lot of questions that I need to answer. I know the main cure to this mental and emotional quicksand I'm in is to give my life fully back to God and return to my relationship to Him, but I won't make the move. I sometimes feel so lost and feel so alone. The level of pain I feel when I lose friends has become thicker and heavier lately, but I'm trying to cope with that and to understand that sadly maybe I can't be friends with everyone. I don't really know.

I have many things to consider: relationships, career, possible move, relocation??, when to take the exam, additional job??, stepping down???, and so much more.

Help me...