So I'm just woke in my apartment after a long day of work, some good social work, and cleaning up my home. I'm sitting back and just can't get over the fact that I feel betrayed. I mean maybe I did bring this on myself and maybe I might even deserve it, but that doesn't console me or make me feel any better.
I don't know why I was given this blessing (curse) to care so much or to love so hard. Not just my family, but my friends too. I work hard to see the best in people; even when they can't see the best in themselves. See I figured journal, what my problem is; I talk too much and I share to much, and I'm just too open and honest. People get me wrong or take what I said back to people and just get it wrong. My problem is I can't seem to convey to my "friends" that I truly value them. Yeah I mess up, but I will own up to my mistakes. Yeah I can't make everything, but I'm only human!
No one knows what I have been through, but the people I have been truly vulnerable with and no one asked. They assumed things that were one way and never asked otherwise. I have been through some mentally torturing things and through God's help I have survived. My heart torn in a million pieces, but I have survived. But YOU never asked me a thing, you made your choice, and left me hanging.
I got to let this go, but I can't help but feel shut out, broken, and hurt.
So...
So...
Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.
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