I Wish I Wasn't The Type

I wish I wasn't the type that thought of you each and everyday.
Or the type to send you flowers just because I'm thinking of you.

I wish I wasn't the type who would give you my all.
Or the type that is willing to give up everything for you.

I wish I wasn't the type who respected a woman's independence.
Or the type that doesn't demand or command respect from his woman.

I wish I wasn't the type who knew you inside and out.
Who didn't care what made you laugh or what makes you cry.

I wish I wasn't the type that loved holding a woman in his arm.
Or the type that wanted to make her secure.

I wish I wasn't the type that believed in chilvary.
Or would never allow you to take out the trash while I'm around.

I wish I wasn't the type that believed in truth and communication.
Or the type that would change himself to make her happy.

I wish I didn't believe in love and romance.
Or believed that man and woman were meant for each other.

I wish I wasn't they type who would stay until the very end.
Or know that things were bad from the start, but wanted to fight anyway.

I wish I wasn't the type that falls in love.
Or who can forgive a wrong doing simply because I love her.

I wish I wasn't the type who believed in dates.
Or the type that believed in making the best out of everything.

I wish I didn't believe trust or happiness or truth.
Or the type that would love you forever.

I wish I wasn't the type who cared if you were satisfied first.
Or that believed in physical, emotional, and mental satisfaction as well.

Although I wish I wasn't the type...unfortunately I am. So I'm looking for the type of woman who would love all this and wants to be with me no matter the cost.

"Wish I wasn't the type who wants a boo in their life, but sadly I am smdh!!!" - A Friend, who I sadly had to agree with :("