I haven't done a So post in a while.
I've just been wondering why am I unable to look into myself pass the superficial borders of my mind and heart. I've stated in the previous post that I'm having some self-concept issues, but for some reason I'm unable to look deep within myself and question it. My defenses are up against myself and I run from trying to dig deeper. Maybe I'm afraid of what I might find, that I might not like what I find. I love myself there is no doubt about it, but there is something deeper going on. I know it is, but like this post I'm going in circles. It is so easy for us as human beings to look at other people problems, give advice, think what they need to do, and sometimes even pass judgment, but it isn't always easy for us to look inwardly and question our own self.
A lot of us have so much sadness within ourselves, but we won't deal with it.
Many of us have so much anger on the inside, but we won't deal with it.
Many of us have so much hurt that is built up in our hearts and minds, but we won't deal with it.
Many of us have so much Darkness that has enveloped our very core, but we won't deal with it.
Some of us are so comfortable in self-loathing that dealing with it would strip us of who we are or at least think we are; for that I say deal with it.
I don't know what it is with me (that's a lie), but I know that I have to deal with it. The first step is admiting that there is something wrong. I've done just that with this post.
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Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.
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So. I agree (as usual...lol). Acknowledgment is the first step and without it everything else is irrelevant.
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