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So…it has been a minute since I wrote to you journal and boy has some things happened in my life. I experienced a near meltdown at work; being overwhelmed with the emotion/mental struggles of others, the overwhelming paperwork, and the stress of having to keep my personal life separate from my professional life. To top it all off I just experienced yet again another break up, yeah you heard me another break up. I absolutely can’t believe that I’m here again. I did expect it though, because this is my life. I excel in family relationships, friendships, professional relationships, to some extent my relationship with God, but when it comes to my relationship with a woman; well let’s just say I’m 0 and 1000.
I don’t know what to say about it journal. I think I’m an all around good guy, but maybe that just isn’t enough. Being romantic isn’t enough, communicating with women isn’t enough, being a gentlemen, being their best friend, falling madly in love with her; being faithful, being true, loving her, confiding in her, wanting to be with her no matter what; all these things are never enough. Journal, I promised myself that I wouldn’t shed anymore tears over this, but after the fiasco in the movies; not to mention today during a session I had the emotional fortitude of a two-year-old who had his toys taken from him.
Seriously I had to laugh uncontrollably to keep from crying and luckily the person said something funny and we both looked silly. I’m going to move forward though. I feel like I’m giving up journal, but I know that this is best. I’m not going to spend time moping around wondering if I will ever find love; I honestly don’t care anymore. I’m going to keep it moving and see where life will take me. God-willing I will live to see 100 years-old or more and be a healthy young man, even at that age.
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Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.
1 comments:
Giving you kudos for your transparency. I am one of those women who don't believe men have feelings LOL I know yall do, but I just have a hard time believing it some days.... so thanks for your openness!
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