Man just sitting down at this computer and actually blogging feels crazy...
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So I'm sitting in church this past Sunday thinking about how I still feel so distant and disconnected from everyone. I feel like I'm still on this far away island and though I can see everyone; the current in the ocean of emotions and spiritual praises is slowly pulling me away from the people that I've been around for years. At the same time I felt this peace and I felt like I was at home again. I can't explain these mixed feelings I've had, but it felt good to actually say I was home. It just felt so good to be in church again and hear the word of God preached. I'm ready to get back to God and I really truly need to be close to God again.
So I've haven't even felt like home with my friends either. My friends have been wonderful; the ones that have remain unchanged have been wonderful and I'm thankful for them, but I feel so far away from them. I feel like if I was suddenly missing that life would go on and the the truth of the matter is it would. So what can I do to improve this? I don't want to feel like I'm forcing them to interact me or like I need to be coddled. but instead I just want things to feel natural again? I'm slapping myself in the face right now because I feel like this normality is what I have fought against.
So once again it was uncomfortable. Things did not have to be this way. I just feel like I'm being punished, but there is nothing I can really do. Those are the times when I miss my good, goofy, and fun loving friend. Oh well that's life.
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Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.
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