God Guide Me

I was sitting in church today and was just in a peaceful state of mind. I thought about a lot while sitting there and blogging. I was so amazed that I just felt good sitting there and even stealing moments to watch my pastor clean up and not wanting any help lol. I'm curious what God is thinking of me right now and I was wondering what I think of myself. I haven't been a very faithful child lately and I've been struggling with getting right with God.

The earthquake shook me, made me want to consider getting "saved" again, but it didn't shake me out of this stupor I'm in. I struggle, I struggle with getting to a place in Him that is safe and secure; it isn't that God isn't providing or willing, but I'm just not sure of what direction to go in anymore. I know I want to serve God with my all, but I'm selfishly trying to hold on to something that isn't more important than my love and relationship with God.

Jesus Christ I am glad that you died for me, rose from the dead, and is constantly, consistently, and concisely interceding at the throne of God on my behalf. I know that your prayers and the prayers of the faithful saints, have reached you and you're keeping me alive and well. I honestly feel like I put your sacrifice to waste with my actions and behaviors, but I hope you can forgive me.

God I pray in Jesus name that you will Guide me and lead me in the right direction. I want to serve you with everything I have and doing your will and way. Please forgive me of my sins Father and lead me to be a real and true follower of Christ; Loving you with all my heart, mind, and soul; loving my neighbor as I love myself, and being a light in this dark world. Thank you for your love and forgiveness. In Jesus Name I pray AMEN.

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