So...

So...

So I never thought that I would be afraid to move forward and yet I find myself in a place journal where moving forward seems almost impossible. I know that I need to do this, but I can't overcome the mental blocks that tell me to stay PUT! I want to succeed, but because of a failure or two, I fear that I will fail completely if I decide to move forward.

So I think that I want to try and build a friendship with someone who has been a stranger all my life, but I'm some what apprehensive of doing so because I don't really feel like building a relationship with someone that will potentially be emotionally draining. At this present time journal I do not have the emotional fortitude to have an emotional leech clinging to me. I think I might not attempt this.

So I have bittersweet feelings and fears.

So I will be traveling again soon and I'm loving it.

So I really don't want to admit it, but I'm in love and it doesn't feel forced or weird, it feels RIGHT! And that to me is weird.

So...

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