All I

All I want is you...

I'm sitting here listening to one of my favorite singers.

I'm sitting down listening to a very fine and sexy chocolate sister sing to me.

I love Jill Scott. I love her music and I love the way her lips suductively mouth the lyrics to her very sexy song ALL I.

All she wants to do is make love. She is dreaming about it... it has her so intoxicated that she can't sleep at night.

I know I shouldn't be listening to this, but its mellow, its calming, and its Jill Scott. I can dream can't I lol.

On a real note I do want a good woman in my life. I want a woman that I can marry someday. A woman that will show that she loves me and is willing to accept a good man in her life.

A woman that loves God or at least acknowledges that there is a God.

A beautiful woman.

A woman that thinks she's beautiful.

A confident woman.

Wife material.

But I definitely want a woman who can say to her husband "I've been a goody daddy, but I don't have to be," (Is it hot in here? Did my wife just say that to me).

Or she says "Tease me, please me, Spank Me, Feed Me, you no what I need baby," Is it just me or wouldn't you want your wife to say this to you? Well I would and I would be like ok!!! ;)

I mean if my woman can sing that would be great, but even if she can't all I would need her to do is just say it as sexy as she could and I would be done.

I'm sorry, but I'm just saying Jill Scott was serious when she wrote All I. I mean if I was her husband and she said that to me... Jill Scott my beautiful black queen. Sing to me anytime. I promise I would never have you thinking or feeling like you have Insomnia. You would never feel like your alone Whenever I'm Around. If we were married Celibacy Blues wouldn't be what you were singing, but Crown Royal would be your tune. I Wanna Be Loved too and wow... Bring it back.

I've got my Ipod tuned to my Love Songs playlist once again trying to soothe the wounds this desire I have for this young lady has caused. I'm sorry, but you just don't find rich and beautiful chocolate like that everyday.

Then I saw one in a black dress and I had to confess she was making it difficult to remain single. These unavailable women kill me lol.

Today I was on the train listening to song called You Did Not See by Patrice Reynolds. I love this song so much...anyway I was sitting next to this very gorgeous young lady and she was watching me groove to the song. Ok it was more like put on a show like no one else was on the train. I stopped when I realized she was staring and then I started staring. I smiled and she looked away, but not the quick the crazy guy is looking at me turn, but the yeah you see me don't you turn. I was about to speak, but then I got to thinking (never a good thing) I began to think about my cases, the hospital visit I may have to make, progress notes, school work, and no money. I said I shouldn't even introduce myself, because I can't get anything started with her. I have too much on my plate. By this time she no longer has the interested look on her face and I've lost the nerve to speak.

As I prepare to get off the train I catch her staring at me and I flashed her the sexiest smile I could create. She smiled back and I got off the train. Another one got away.

Jill Scott's The Way came on as I walked into the cold. Man it was cold today and I had to wait 30 mins for my bus. Man I hope I have a woman singing Is it the way you love me baby lol.

I thought about a lot of things, but mainly graduating.

Then a little hope was brought when I came in the house and saw my parental figure talking on the phone to a lady and smiling lol. I was like if dating can work for my pops I know there has to be hope for me lol. We're both pretty good guys who have had some bad luck with women. I'm excited for him and I pray for his continued happiness. I don't think anyone deserves more happiness than he does. The man has struggled all his life. Love you pops.

Ok enough of the mushy stuff.

I end this where I started All I want is you woman. Why won't you come and cause your Love Rain to fall on me? Tease me, please me, spank me, feed me you know what I need baby. ;)