I can't stop thinking about you!
I feel like my mind desires to be with you more than my heart does.
My mind constantly creates images of our fictional happiness as my heart bleeds because it knows the truth.
I torture myself by dreaming of you knowing that when I wake up I will be alone and even further from my dream of being with you. Reality is torture and the words we shared are etched into the the walls of my heart.
I know I can't have you, but that doesn't make the desire go away.
I try to bury my feelings, I try to destroy my feelings, I try to mask my feelings, I'm trying; though you would never believe me I'm trying my damnedest to eradicate these unshakable feelings I have for you, but these bastards are persistent.
I still function, but occasionally I need to text you to satisfy the urges to feel lost without you.
I know I sound crazy, but what can I do. I still function in life, I still enjoy life, but for a moment I look to what could have been.
I HATE THESE FEELINGS But I hold on to them at the same time.
You're beautiful....
but I have to let you go....
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can I??????????????????
Where's my love rain??? Love Rain please RAIN DOWN ON ME!!! unrequited.....
Please stop the rain!!!!!!!!
I Can't Change the Way I Feel-Can I?
Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.
3 comments:
I loved this!! Probably because I am in this RIGHT NOW!!!! THIS IS SOOO FREAKIN REAL MANNN!!!! You write from your soul dude....I felt like I was in the pit of your stomach! lol! seriously...though this was on point....
bamma...
It is so hard to let go. I know exactly how you feel! All you can think about is them. It's like an addiction ~ one that is near impossible to break. It seems as if the harder you try the more you yearn to contact them... hear their voice, feel their touch. But once you overcome the withdrawl hopefully it will get easier. They say time can heel all wounds.... guess we will both have to see :) Good blog post!
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