She is right there! She is right there! But I can't make a move! Biology is not creating chemistry. Psychological resistance is stronger than anything! She is amazing, has a smile out of this world, smart, funny, supportive, and kind. She is right there (wife material, proverbs 31 woman indeed, transparent, honest, wonderful) but it ain't clicking.
Is there no sexual connection, should that even be an option for a Christian man looking for a wife? What the hell could it be. I can't move my heart or my mind. It frustrates the hell out of me. Here is Ruth looking for her Boaz, but working in the fields without active searching. What the hell? It perplexes me, vexed spirit I have in my, confused and in a daze. I can't understand it...she is so close I can almost taste her, or think I can, or wish I could, or even dream, but no!
Am I so tainted by sex and lust and falling in love, I'm unable to be sensitive to the right one. What if my Eve is right before me; no apple or pomegranate, or grape, or forbidden fruit, but I don't want her? I can't take it! It pisses me off to know end. What the hell do you want? I want to break into a million pieces. Right in front of me, so amazing, but no biological chemistry is not ticking tocking clock is running away from me.
I wish on the star, third wish, genie lamp, anything that will grant my wish I wish tonight. I wish it was her.
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I Wish It Was Her
Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.
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