I HATE BEING ANGRY! I HATE THAT I LET PEOPLE HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE ME ANGRY! NO ONE SEEMS TO BELIEVE THAT I WON'T LOSE CONTROL, BUT WHEN I DO IT PUSHES ME EVEN FURTHER OFF THE EDGE! I HATE BEING ANGRY! I HATE TO BE HURT AND LIED TOO, ABUSED, MISTREATED, MANIPULATED; ESPECIALLY BY THE PEOPLE I LOVE! I'M DONE LETTING PEOPLE SET MY ATMOSPHERE! GOD SHOULD AND WILL BE THE ONLY PERSON WHO WILL HAVE CONTROL OVER ME!
I WILL NOT LET YOU CONTROL ME ANY LONGER!
I WILL NOT LET YOU HAVE CONTROL OVER ME!
I WILL NOT LET YOU HAVE CONTROL OVER ME I AM IN CONTROL I MAKE THE DECISION I MAKE THE DECISION I MAKE THE DECISION I MAKE THE DECISION. I MAKE THE DECISION I MAKE THE DECISION I MAKE THE DECISION I MAKE THE DECISION. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
I SHOULDN'T HAVE LOST CONTROL BECAUSE YOU DON'T CARE! I SHOULDN't HAVE LOST CONTROL BECAUSE YOU DON'T CARE. YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT ANYBODY BUT YOURSELF. YOU SMILED IN MY FACE IN THE MIDST OF MY PAIN! YOU DON'T CARE YOU DON'T CARE! YOU DON'T CARE! YOU DON'T CARE! I HATE YOU AND YET I FORGIVE YOU! I STRUGGLE WITH BOTH OF MY PRINCIPLES! I WANT TO HATE YOU AND YET I FORGIVE YOU I FORGIVE YOU I FORGIVE YOU I FORGIVE YOU I FORGIVE YOU AND YET I WANT TO HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I FORGIVE YOU WHY WHY WHY WHY DOES IT FEEL SO MUCH BETTER TO FORGIVE YOU????? WHEN MY FLESH CRAVES TO HATE YOU!!!! I HATE YOU BUT I FORGIVE YOU! YOU ARE GOING TO HURT ME AGAIN BUT I FORGIVE YOU! I'M SO ANGRY BECAUSE I LET YOU HURT THE ONES I LOVE YOU HURT THE ONE I LOVE! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU BUT I MUST FORGIVE YOU I DO FORGIVE YOU!
I HATE YOU
BUT I FORGIVE YOU!
I just had to write this out.....
I HATE BEING ANGRY
Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.
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