All Alone

Alone a word that causes you to feel alone just by saying it, writing it, spelling it, you feel so alone. I love alone, I like alone, I breathe alone, I smile alone, I do relationship alone, I fight alone, I cry alone, I smile alone, I endure alone, I suffer alone, I hurt alone, I dance alone, I taste alone, I sacrifice alone, and I know alone. I know that I'm not alone. I know that I have someone who is with me and I'm never alone. My struggle is not alone and I do not struggle alone, but yet alone is where I stand. Human connection, love connection, dating connection, financial connection, phone connection, connection connection alone. Alone is where I want to be. Alone is what I want to avoid. Alone a void alone avoid. Alone seems so comforting and yet the discomfort being along brings makes me uncomfortable.

I want to know that I'm not in this alone, but alone is what it looks like. I think and I smile. I'm angry and yet I think. I talk, eat, sleep, breathe, think, move, shake, dance, jump, run, hope, skip and feel, but here it is the verdict is I feel like I'm in this alone. Alone and loving it, no alone and not feeling it. To wake angry or to wake alone? To alone to alone too alone two alone. The two of you alone the alone you is too alone. Alone and alone never alone always alone.

Some say lonely is where you could be, but you are never alone. Is it better to be lonely than to be alone? Alone and your right there! Alone and you seek to be all on your own. To be alone is your desire, but saying I want to be. To be with is to exist and to be alone is to be nonexistent?

Alone or just wrongfully lonely???

Alone...