Entry 7-
Remain faithful! That's what I've been telling myself. I have to remain faithful to Christ, to my well-being, and to my word. I told myself that I wasn't going to have sex again until I'm married! I no longer need to be convinced of that, I'm determined to reach my goal, but my, the unconscious part of my mind is not convinced or doesn't want to give up without a fight.My dreams are getting hot and heavy if you know what I mean. Maybe you don't so I will spell it out for you. My dreams are getting more sexually explicit and dangerous. My automatic thoughts are more lustful and suggestive than ever before. Sometimes, my faithful readers, my conversations are even finding a way to become more sexually driven than ever before.So what do I do? I fight and I fight smart! I have to increase my prayer life and dive deep into the Word of God. Although I'm very lazy and consumed with school, the activities I participate at church, and trying to enjoy my life; I can't forget to spend time with God and preparing for battle each day.I've learned just because I declared that I wasn't going to participate in the physical action of sex anymore doesn't mean I can ignore the spiritual battle that is happening not just in the spirit realm, but also in my mind.
Joe's Celibacy Journal- Sex filled dreams and thoughts
Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.
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