Joe's Celibacy Journal

Entry 4-

I want to retract everything I just said... that's what I dreamt last night. My thoughts and dreams were filled with visions of me failing this test. Woman after woman throwing themselves at me and each time I gave in. These dreams were very sexually explicit.!!! I woke up in a sweat and prayed to God that he would keep me strong and protect my mind as I slept. I'm at peace with my decision in my spirit, but my flesh whom I've been friends with for a long time is not happy about it. My flesh is determined and always has been eager to watch me fail. Even some of the people I know have waited for me to fail and have said I will fail.Those who are reading this blog I need your prayers. This journey I will complete; I'm determined.

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