Why

I can't understand why God loves me the way He does? I mean He loves me... me people...And what's really sad about it is that He means it. God's love isn't artificial like the love we crave from another person... Now I'm not saying all human to human love is artificial, but it seems to me that we fight for that kind of love more than the love that God offers freely to us. No strings attached kind of love.I just discovered that I'm a cheater. I should really be on one of those shows where they catch you cheating. I know people who know me will say no not Joe, well to a woman I'm dating no I wouldn't step out on her with another woman, but one person I'm not committed to is My Lord and Savior.

I don't spend anytime with Him for real and most things come first before my personal time I'm supposed to spend with Him. Now some of you are saying.. Joe you go to church every Sunday, your facebook and myspace reflect how much in love you are with God, Joe you're 24 years old and you're sold out for Christ. And all this maybe true, but it's the stuff you don't see that matters more.I need to change and the first step for me is revealing that I don't have it all together and there is some work that needs to be done. I do have so much love for God, but I have to put that love and commitment before everything and everyone else in order to be fully dedicated to Him.

I just felt like writing...

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