Joe's Celibacy Journal
Entry 3:
So as I've made this declaration of independence from the slavery that pleasing my flesh has brought. The attack and the struggle has gotten even more difficult!!! I've already lost some support and some people saying I won't make it.I've been to the altar so many times about sex and the guilt from all the wrong I've committed; it is time to try something different. If it wasn't a challenge it wouldn't be worth anything.Even a girl that I was interested in has changed her mind about me based on my decision to be celibate. I knew it wouldn't go anywhere between her and I and so I didn't take it hard at all.I just want to be a light in this world, but a genuine light. A true Christian that hasn't forgotten that I was once lost in sin. A man that realizes the struggle of trying to live right and can have compassion for those who haven't made that decision yet.In my mind and in my body I want to turn back, but my heart and my soul knows that this decision is for the best. I chose celibacy for me! Religion didn't force me it was a response to God's great love and even greater mercy.I will walk in this promise I've made to God and to myself.Let it be difficult or easy...
Joseph is a Licensed Graduate Social Worker in the Washington, DC area. Joseph is the author of the forthcoming book “Love Me Right or Not at All”, A Quick Guide to Loving Yourself and Others the Healthy Way. This book seeks to assist everyone who reads it to love with balance and give love to the right people. Joseph is striving to become an expert in the practice of relationship empowerment. He strives to build healthy, powerful, and well-balanced relationships in the lives of everyone who seeks after the knowledge, values, and skills Joseph has honed over the last ten years. Joseph is an aspiring Marriage and Family Therapist, but to also travel around the nation and hopefully the world, to spread the message that relationships can be simple, yet amazing if you put in the work. Relationships are vital to the human experience and often shape our mindsets, our personalities, and our environments. Knowing this, Joseph works to encourage not only those who believe in his skills, but also works passionately to build his knowledge and skills in the area of relationships to present the best of who he is both personally and professionally.

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